I confess...
that planning for my ten year reunion has started, it's all over facebook, and I'm ready to slit my wrists. We still have about a year, but the anxiety has begun.
Do I really want to see all of those people? I think my biggest fear is them seeing me. I'm NOT where I thought I would be. I always pictured a husband, some kiddos, and a fabulous teaching career. I have none of those. Will they look down on me?
I confess...
I'm determined to lose some of this weight I've packed on since graduation. It's seriously ridiculous. I'm 4 sizes bigger than I was then. I scanned some high school photos and felt sick just looking at how much skinnier and prettier I was then.
I confess...
I've felt super lonely lately. My friends have all been busy. My family didn't want to hang out with me. Then everyone acts surprised when I did something by myself. I don't want to just sit at home because I don't have a someone to do something with everytime I want to. So their surprise and comments made me feel worse about the situation.
I confess...
the weather has been unbearable this week. Last week I posted about walking, but I haven't at all this week. At 8pm, when I usually go, it's still be in the 80's. Miserable!
I confess...
I'm feeling discouraged because of the non-existent comments. I know some are reading and don't comment, but I feel like no one is reading if there are no responses. It's sad. Almost makes me want to quit blogging. Someone posted on formspring that you should visit other blogs and comment on them (thanks for the advice, btw), but I do that, and usually don't get responses to that, much less them visit my blog. Maybe it's because my confessions are always so blah! haha....
I confess...
this confession post has been so depressing. I'm sorry, y'all. I think I have post-pms syndrome. Just feeling a little blue-er this week compared to normal. But confessions are just those, right? Being honest??
What are you confessing today? Any advice for little old me?
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